The higher i climbed the harder impact i fall

Well its a big turn of my life.. i have made a decision to stop schooling n go out to work to save up n help my family too. I attended only first 2 exams and forgo e last 3 papers. Kinda upset n dissappointing at 1st. I have to make such decision that caused a big turn of my life. Lots of ppl sayings.. lots of ppl comments and lots of ppl gave me different opinion. But well it's abt myslf. It is my responsibilities to take good care of my family and make my parents happy. In 1st year NTU itself i suffered so much w my poor grades and being slow learner. and if i gonna go on i gonna take up 4-5 years of degree n it will such a waste of time. By then i shld have atleast earn 5yrs of working experiences and maybe grabbed a part time degree along the way.. And on the other hand, i have made such decision coz i realised its time for me to pay back to my parents for all they have done for me all these while. Esp my dad who have been working so hard ever since he was job retrenched till now.. So to lessen the load that he's taking i think i have to make a BIG decision to fall back using my diploma.. Its kinda upset at first but well life must go on.. it took me days n days to recover n get better.. goin alone all tt to do some soul searching.. n wishing that i have made e correct decision in life tt i wont regret in e future.. n hoping tt someone will be by my side to support me esp my weak emotions.. Well some frens obviously were there for me.. but yet to find e special ones that cares n concern tt really touched my heart.. So now im doin camps as usual n finally after 2 years Innotrek made me upgraded to be 2ic or Campchief in their camps.. but well this is juz for a while.. i m gonna join e Force to serve my ballance 3 months n after tt i m gonna find a full time job soon to get everything stabalised n save up.. n ya to strive for e rest of my goals tt yet to achieve.. GO ISKANDAR...!!